mix feeling

dunno y suddenly today my mind had flash bek so many things

the thing tat happen around me in tis 3 years

suddenly feel sad when wanna left here

although last time i still remember i countdown d year where i will leave here wif my frends

but nuw i dun wan to countdown on it

becos i tink i will be crying when leave here 

dunno y 

suddenly c all of my frends post d photo tat v took tis few days 

i feel that its time for us to leave 

but anyway wanna to say sorry to all my frends 

if i have anything done wrong to all of u 

wanna say thanks you for u all bcos take care of me in tis 3 year

thanks you n appreciate becos being my frends 

to walk into my uni life 

to make my uni life enjoyable n colorful

stay strong

Life can be hard
We all know its true
But I'm so incredibly sorry
That this is all happening to you

I would do anything in the world
To make it all go away
Just to know that you were safe and happy
Would mean more to me than words can say

Your not being punished
You havent done ne thing besides cared and loved
I guess the only person who knows the reason for all this
Is that wonderful man up above

Dont ever give up
This will all go away
And not matter how hard it gets
I will ALWAYS be here for you.......every single day

I love you more than words can explain
And I will be here until the end
Thank you for everything you've ever done for me
And thank you for being my best friend

by katie 

nice poem ....

I apologize for the things I did

ytd nite i ady make my frend worry abt me

just telling d truth i dislike ppl gif me a hope but at last there is nothing after for long time waiting for it 

i scare abt it becos  been hurt be4 

sorry to tell tat i hate ppl who gif me some hope but in d end my tear drop becos u ady hurt me

so next time pls dont  gif me a hope to wait for it if u cant make it 

everyone deserve to be loved

but me does not deserve to be loved by u

feel sad when getting d hapiness at first but in d end get d hurt

no matter huw u hurt me n huw u gif me hope 

i wont be waiting for u anymore 

tis is becos i getting sad n sad 

i getting tired n tired 

no matter huw strong i am 

but my tear drops becos of u 

no matter huw strong i am 

i still wish there is sumone be there for me 

thx for giving me a chance to grow 

thx for giving me a chance to be more independent

babe stay strong

Tired

i am nuw really tired for everything 

no matter in study or relationship n frendship

i really nid a vacation to play around 

to leave d place where i will leave soon 

i tink after vacation i will be ok iery s vie

each time when ppl tell me tis n tat 

i will just  say that is okie , dun tink too much 

but nuw i will keeps thinking y ..

tired for everything becos i m tired for rushing time 

tired for waiting for ppl , tired for d study

tired for finding job..

tired for everything 

dun tink i m a strong ppl 

i actually very fragile

dun tink tat everyday i happy becos i smile wif everyone 

did u all noe tat 

i cry when i sad in my room 

i cry alone without telling ppl

sometime i really nid a shoulder , a person to share wif 

but there is no one beside me 

HOPE: faster get vacation . hehe^^

LOVE

by Roy Croft

I love you,

Not only for what you are,

But for what I am

When I am with you.

I love you,

Not only for what

You have made of yourself,

But for what

You are making of me.

I love you

For the part of me

That you bring out;

I love you

For putting your hand

Into my heaped-up heart

And passing over

All the foolish, weak things

That you can’t help

Dimly seeing there,

And for drawing out

Into the light

All the beautiful belongings

That no one else had looked

Quite far enough to find.

I love you because you

Are helping me to make

Of the lumber of my life

Not a tavern

But a temple;

Out of the works

Of my every day

Not a reproach

But a song.

I love you

Because you have done

More than any creed

Could have done

To make me good

And more than any fate

Could have done

To make me happy.

You have done it

Without a touch,

Without a word,

Without a sign.

You have done it

By being yourself.

Perhaps that is what

Being a friend means,

After all.

因为我舍不得失去你、所以我不愿去爱你

share wif u all abt tis nice note .... luv it very much 

有种朋友，很喜欢，但就是不能追、你懂的、­

男生说……­

有种女生让我很喜欢， ­

却不忍动情。 ­

跟那种女生在一起时， ­

会有一种温暖的感觉， ­

那感觉并不出自一时的冲动, ­

而是来自于彼此心灵的了解。 ­

真的，跟那种女生在一起时， ­

只有彼此心中的感动和心灵的交会， ­

没错， ­

当你发现她的心和你是如此贴近时， ­

常会想给她个结实的拥抱， ­

但仅仅在这个想法萌生后的一瞬间， ­

你们只会相视一笑， ­

有些东西是比爱情更珍贵的。 ­

这种女生当女朋友是种浪费……­

我害怕她做的我女朋友后, ­

我必须每天守着电话等着她的声音出现， ­

我害怕我必须说些花言巧语的话哄她， ­

更加害怕现实的束缚， ­

会限制住纯洁的心。 ­

这一种女生， ­

喜欢， ­

但不会动情， ­

或者，­

这就叫红颜知己……­

既不用为情所困， ­

为她的行为控制自己喜怒哀乐， ­

又能享有心灵上的交流。 ­

很多人都为交不到女朋友所苦， ­

但我觉得，­

假如没有了这种知己，­

人生，­

便多了许多遗憾……­

女生说……­

有一些男生，­

很令我动心，但却不会动情。­

怎么说呢，­

因为他们给我的感觉像朋友，真正的朋友 。­

我可以和他们很坦诚的谈论彼此的爱情、婚姻、人生……­

以及种种的烦恼……­

在他们面前，­

我会忘记自己是女生，­

就不会撒娇、嫉妒、小心眼……­

我和他们各站在天平的两端，­

我们可以一同看电影、郊游回来，­

在车站挥挥手，各自去等自己的车，走自己的路。­

这种感觉……­

是一种很难用语言能形容的愉悦……­

相不相信 ，­

跟这些男生相处在一起，­

甚至比跟同类的女生相处来的愉快。

跟这些男生相处，­

我很惊讶……­

他们不必从文字、故事的迷林披荆斩棘，­

就能一眼洞穿人生的奥秘，­

甚至开始为旁边的同行者掌灯，­

能结交有智慧、理想与热情的朋友，­

是人一生莫大的幸福吧 。­

我是这样着迷于他们高贵的气质，­

也感谢他们把我当「朋友」看待，­

不因为我是女生，­

就随便说些甜言蜜语来哄我，­

或者根本不睬我 。­

如果­

追求人生的伴侣也必须如此相知相惜，­

那我实在「舍不得」把这些男生当成男朋友，­

我害怕一旦变成男女朋友，­

我会计较他不送我回家……­

他不说些好听的动心话……­

他宁可送我「尼采与上帝」也不送一粒巧克力……­

我还担心从此他只要我乖乖的陪在一旁，­

微笑地看他在众人间侃侃而谈，­

我发问的机会都没有。­

男女之间，其实不只有爱情……­

有种友情，是只可会意不可言传的。­

彼此之间有种惺惺相惜的感觉，­

不必害怕别人的误会，­

因为彼此心中坦荡，­

很喜欢这种“兄弟”之称的友谊，­

这种朋友有种信赖的安全感，­

可以肆无忌惮的说笑，­

可以天马行空的胡扯，­

彼此之间没有包袱，­

但有种珍惜，­

是对友谊的珍惜。­

你也许会对他(她）撒娇，­

但不会妒忌他（她）对别人也如此，­

不用再他面前装做淑女­

（或不用在她面前装做绅士），­

有种朋友即使很久没见也不会生疏，­

相见时的相视一笑，­

便会有种心有灵犀的感觉，­

和他（她）在一起时，­

不必担心会背叛你，­

因为他只会给你默默地支持，­

即使你受伤了，­

他也会给你做坚强的后盾。­

心情不好时，­

他(她)会装傻逗你笑，­

生病时，­

他(她)会叮嘱你要小心什么，­

每逢特别节日时，­

他（她)会发一条简信祝福你，­

很多人都希望有这种友谊，­

因为它不需要负担与责任，­

我想这种友谊也要讲机缘吧，­

友谊也需要关心、谅解、信任。­

我希望友谊地久天长。­

我很珍惜我身边的每一位朋友­

谢谢你们对我的支持与爱护。 

by 愛、文章

我在这的第31 天之日

今天我去了有意义的活动

让我觉得我的junior们越来越有创意

他们真的很放心思去搞这个活动

很多东西真的做到很好

今天真的很累

因为傻傻的去玩小孩玩的游戏

傻傻的去弄小孩

哈哈。。。今天真的很开心因为小孩们真的很可爱

无法否认他们真的有用不完的精力

他们的天真真的很可爱

小孩们的笑声小孩们的吵闹真的很可爱

他们也很好动

有时看见他们跟别人争吵真的很好笑

今天我就好象回到童年似的

很开心junior们伴着活动

我希望接下来还有如此的活动让我参加

哈哈。。。 junior们加油吧。

你们很幸运因为你们有这些活动好办

我相信你们会比我们更加出色的

d cute kids in d hall .. he had much of energy 

finger printing

yea .. v r in one group

folding d rabbit n bird

sharing time

happy family 

我在这的第32天的日子

there will be 32 more days will be leaving here 

the moent spending wif all my frends will b appreciated 

today i m having fun wif my frend n also my husemate

i spend my whole morning wif my lovely frends n lecturer to watch 2 touching movie

during d movie review time, i cry but pretend like din cry  

d unexpected one is all my frends cry also 

in d night time 

i spend my dinner time wif my frends 

long time din go vegas to eat d,..

enjoy n have fun there 

becos i m d one been keep bully  by them 

after tat went for lakeside for chit chat

i really a memory for me hangout wif frends before left UTAR

appreciate everything tat happen around me 

root beer + float

potato salad

ice lemon tea

fish n chips

honey bbq chicken 

我們都要做個快樂的單身女！be a single happily gur !

一直都同意：沒有人會刻意追求單身生活！我就是如此！

隨著往事的慢慢沉澱，隨著雨水的洗刷，一切有關愛情的美好憧憬似乎更加凸顯。

曾幾何時，心中總會閃爍一個身影，那個身影令我馬不停蹄的奔波。那是一個能讓我依靠的背影，他就是我追逐的理由，期待的動力！

總會有一個人為我的愛情帶來顏色，總會有一個人會像對自己一樣善待我！

珍愛自己：要對即將到來的愛情負責!裝扮自己：要對即將同行的愛人營造激情！
忘卻那些愛自己比愛你多的男人，忘卻那些關心自己比關心你多的男人，忘卻那些自大、自負的中乾男人，忘卻那些給你一次一次哭泣卻仍不懂珍惜的男人.....

做好自己最重要，堅信美好的愛情依舊在你身邊，不能給你帶來快樂的男人相信愛你也不多!
那麼如果你有幸遇到一個自己心儀的愛人………

首先就是要讓他快樂！真愛一個人，就要儘量讓他開心，他開心了你就會開心，那麼雙方就有激情了。
讓自己的心態永遠積極，愛情的種就不會泯滅！

不再讓自己蓬頭素面的下樓遛狗，不再讓自己無所事事的時候就變成一個睡不醒的植物人。



不再讓自己稍受委屈的時候就破口大罵變成十足的怨婦!不再讓自己下雨的時候變的傷感，不再讓自己輕信傷害過你的男人還會愛你......

持久的愛情源於彼此發自內心的真愛，建立在平等的基礎之上。任何只顧瘋狂愛人而不顧自己有否被愛，或是只顧享受被愛而不知真心愛人的人都不會有好的結局。

快樂的單身女應該有一張定時美容卡，應該有一個自己願意堅持的愛好，應該開始嘗試練習瑜珈，應該學會思考.....

不管怎樣，自己的單身生活絢麗精，那麼告別單身的日子也就指日可待！

lonely....

tis few day when bek from humtown i feel totally lonely at all at hostel

i dunno y i have tis kind of feeling 

each time when i lonely sure will have sumone willing to hangout wif me 

but tis time not same d 

all of them busy wif their presentation n assignment 

i m oni d one who r free since last week 

when open d book wanna do revision totally din have mood at all

watching ppl also like not syok 

dunno y when lonely keeps tinking d stupid  thing 

d time when i lonely i keeps spam my plurk geh wall 

oh gosh sien till suck ... 

last time i remember there is sumone asking me "u not feel lonely meh becos 

all of ur frend have bf d ".. i tell him no lo .. 

but nuw if u asking me bek tis question i will tell u yes i m lonely 

i feel d lonely d 

sien ar .. sien ar... i wish there will be sumone here when i sien 

i wish there is sumone can hangout wif me whn i feel lonely 

really have a lonely nite becos of rain...=="